I have test anxiety.
The testing of my children and presumably all children seems to be spinning out of control. It’s ridiculous. Not only time consuming and anxiety provoking-I’m growing concerned that we are raising a generation of robots. Test taking robots. And if this next generation of children turn into robots…well-any good sci-fi movie can show you how that turns out. Spoiler alert: They take over and kill us.
Is it near impossible for teachers to have any time to teach? Has it become impossible to give students adequate time to learn? Do we have any time left in the schedule for thinking? Pondering? Questioning? Do teachers have flexibility within the curriculum to do things in their own way in their own time? Is the Socratic method still alive and well out there? Or is almost all of the time devoted to preparing for and taking the next test?
I think it might be. I give that an F.
My first grader has 44 assessments that are entered into his report card. This doesn’t include general assessments under”work habits/social development”, or any special classes like physical education, art or music. This also does not include twice annual standardized testing in reading and math which is also scored, entered and analyzed. 44 assessments in 174 school days. He is 7 years old. His teacher has 23 students. The one I contribute to her daily burden counts as twins so I’m sure it feels like 24. My point is that his teacher distributes, scores and enters about 1500 items each year not including the standardized test data.
My sixth grader has twice annual standardized testing compared to national norms. (last year he also had state testing in 3 subject areas) He is graded on a 70/30 system. 70% is “academic achievement” which primarily means tests. 30% of his grade is “academic practice”-homework, small quizzes,written reflection, etc. If you are middle aged this is what we called “daily work”.
My freshman. God bless her. It has been quite the school year. She is on an 85/15 system. 85% of her grades are based on tests. 15% is the rest. It’s suffocating. I wouldn’t survive in this atmosphere because when I was a student, my daily work propped up any less than stellar test scores. Example: If I did poorly on a synonym test, I could turn in a nice little worksheet or essay or extra credit or large project something to balance out the score. In this new world, you MUST do well on the tests or your grades are screwed. Synonyms for screwed include: hopeless, ruined, broken.
I fear my children aren’t learning as much as they could be. Learning is different from studying. They are studying. They spend hours studying. And I have one that would be an excellent Jeopardy contestant. Steel trap memory. Great test taker. But I’m beginning to wonder about long term outcomes for their brains because it appears that there is little practice of critical thinking skills in school.
Most recently, the middle school instituted a modified “lock down” for grades not performing standardized tests. They sat in the same room for a couple of hours (with no access to wi-fi or the bathroom) quietly reading or watching movies so that the other grades could take their tests in relative silence. My son watched Shaun the Sheep. Huh? I mention no wi-fi because now that they have been issued iPads, their homework and reading material and school life is all on the device. So-during this testing time for other grades they couldn’t have any academic instruction themselves and likely developed some bladder infections too.
The high school has juniors sit for the ACT all on the same floor of the building. Seniors have that day off. Sophomores take a practice exam that day. Freshman have regular classes in different classrooms than the norm (since juniors are all on one floor) and an early release. All of them reminded to maintain the utmost quiet for the ‘test takers.’
Really? Will an atmosphere of absolute quiet make that much of a difference in the score? These kids are going to be our future electricians and doctors and police officers and architects and researchers and salespeople and NBA players (I threw that in for the delusional basketball parents…ha ha ha) These jobs don’t offer quiet. Don’t firefighters make important decisions amidst chaos? Don’t teachers? Don’t we all? Surgeons make critical decisions every day. I don’t know about you but I don’t want any surgeon working on me who might be rattled by ambient noise.
Clearly, the militant enforcement of an atmosphere of quiet amps up the drama of the importance of testing. Performance. Achievement. Data points. Is it any wonder we have a large and growing population of kids on anti-anxiety medication? It may not be a direct cause and effect. But it isn’t helping.
The poor teachers. We have shackled them to testing schedules and pigeon holed them into narrow curriculums. We are squelching their creativity so they can in turn squelch it in their students. They have so many kids all along the continuum to shepherd (shove) into performing well on tests or their jobs are on the line. When does teaching just disintegrate into rote ‘training’ for the exam?
The kids eventually end up learning how to play the game. They turn in a couple assignments and spend the rest of the precious time studying for tests. Sometimes they retake one to get a better score. This causes extra anxiety as the new and old tests start to stack up. They read the SparkNotes instead of reading the book. This causes me sadness and rage. I love to read so skipping the book to skim through Spark Notes just seems tragic. Plus, in time will they think about that book the way I do? No-because they won’t have a life experience that reminds them of the SparkNotes. They missed the experience. The rage? If I have to be honest, there isn’t time to really read the book sometimes. They don’t write many papers. A few. They do take tests about the book and the answers to the test are in the SparkNotes. Putting down 150 pages of a novel on top of everything else just isn’t practical every time. I get it. We are training them to cheat themselves out of an education.
There are 16.5 school days left before summer. I can’t wait. My kids can step back into being children and step out of being students.
Maybe they will read books. Maybe they will think long, slow, winding thoughts and draw their own conclusions.
Maybe they will learn something new.